I want to...

It’s not that I am not willing to open wide the doors of my heart,
it’s the constant battle that I have going on in my soul;
the war between my heart and my mind,
the fear I’ve harvested from all the bad experiences that are planted in my memories.

I want to let my heart roam free and let it pour out all the love it can give,
but I’ve been left empty the too many times I’ve done this.
Now, I worry about pouring too much,
or pouring too little,
trying to keep my eyes open so I don’t miss the red when people throw their flags.
You could say that I am trying to love freely,
while learning that boundaries can keep wolves from coming in with wrong intentions again.

Artwork by - Giulia J Rosa

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  • I was in a very toxic and abusive relationship for 15 years and lost more than one could possibly fathom right down to those i loved and mean the world to me my family. Once the one person in my life was pulled away from me and tore my heart out was when i finally found the strength to leave him. If i wanted to get this person who i love with all that i am i had no choice but to look fear in the eye and walk out the door to a safe place and a stable environment to get this person who was taken away from me back to where he belonged. A year later by chance i met a man that was genuine. We began spending time with eachother and talking about what i was going through and was very guarded with my feelings and my trust wasn’t given to him for quite some time. He was patient caring thoughtful and helped me get through what i was dealing with and bc of him and his help i got back the person taken from me. He slowly broke through my thick walls and had a way of calming me that it took my anxiety away which was so debilitating for me. We’ve been together for just over five years and went through tough times getting up on our feet and rebuilding our lives as we stood side by side and provided the help we needed to each other during this tough times. I learned to love again. I’m no longer scared and fear love. I reunited with those i love after years of isolation and found myself again. My niece shared with me the website to check out bc she knew I’d love the books and she was right. Every book I’ve read made me feel like it was written just for me and helped me realize that i never got over and put behind the trauma of my ex. It’s been 6 years since i left him and now i feel at peace and the sound of his name no longer makes me krindge. With the help of what is expressed in Pierre’s writings has helped me to find peace in my heart and how to love better and has given a piece of me that i was still missing back. I’m so glad my niece knows me so well and that we’re very close to each other bc she knew these books would help me heal further which is exactly what happened. Reading all these poems has helped me in so many ways that words can’t express the feelings i have now and that I’m worthy of the love i have in my life. It’s not like anything I’ve ever experienced. It’s amazing
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  • I have been seeing a man that is afraid of his own shadow. He was abused by his father at a vet young toddler. Woman have taken advantage of him all his life. He just can’t talk from his heart. He has a wall built up so thick that he runs from anything I say or try to do for him. I have never crossed his boundaries of his being “safe”. I want for him to see that I’m not going to hurt him in any way.

    I have been left feeling unloved, not appreciated and frustrated.
    Any suggestions as to how to get him to just relax and to trust me..I can’t help but to love him. He has a big heart. But I can’t seem to reach the right release button…

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