I want to... – Pierre Alex Jeanty
I want to...

I want to...

It’s not that I am not willing to open wide the doors of my heart,
it’s the constant battle that I have going on in my soul;
the war between my heart and my mind,
the fear I’ve harvested from all the bad experiences that are planted in my memories.

I want to let my heart roam free and let it pour out all the love it can give,
but I’ve been left empty the too many times I’ve done this.
Now, I worry about pouring too much,
or pouring too little,
trying to keep my eyes open so I don’t miss the red when people throw their flags.
You could say that I am trying to love freely,
while learning that boundaries can keep wolves from coming in with wrong intentions again.

Artwork by - Giulia J Rosa

3 comments

  • I have been seeing a man that is afraid of his own shadow. He was abused by his father at a vet young toddler. Woman have taken advantage of him all his life. He just can’t talk from his heart. He has a wall built up so thick that he runs from anything I say or try to do for him. I have never crossed his boundaries of his being “safe”. I want for him to see that I’m not going to hurt him in any way.

    I have been left feeling unloved, not appreciated and frustrated.
    Any suggestions as to how to get him to just relax and to trust me..I can’t help but to love him. He has a big heart. But I can’t seem to reach the right release button…

  • I just ordered the book HER after discovering your work. You are a very talented man and I look forward to getting to know you better through your works
  • Love this! ❤️ Spot on for me!

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